
The Factory of Maladies is an unflinching memoir exploring the stigma of mental illness, the danger of cults, and family dynamics. Confused and disoriented, Debbie Hartung awakens in a psych ward, her memories fragmented. The Factory of Maladies tells of her seven-day ordeal, a raw and visceral journey through the dehumanizing routines and unsettling encounters within the institution, written with a compassionate tone and dark humor. It also exposes the role family can play in helping or harming a patient in distress. Additionally, she bravely reveals the inadequacies of our current mental health system. Hartung's narrative exposes the disorientation and complexities of mental illness and a quest for healing amidst the chaos of crisis. The Factory of Maladies is heartbreaking, maddening, humorous, and most of all, hopeful.
EXCERPT
PROLOGUE
A high-pitched buzzing sound. A cell door clanging. Gurneys being wheeled down a linoleum floor. Snippets of conversation. These sounds assaulted my feverish dreams again and again that night.
This time was different though – heavy footsteps on a tiled floor, coupled with the squish of thick-soled shoes. The sound got louder and louder until I realized it was coming towards me. I shivered and thrashed in my bed, which was damp with perspiration, and pulled a threadbare blanket up to my chin. The mattress smelled like piss and the room was filled with the heavy, dank smell of fear mixed with sweat.
Suddenly, the door to my room flew open and there was a flash of brilliant, white light. I squirmed as my hands tried to shield my eyes from the blazing light. I could barely make out the outline of a figure, who glowed and was lit from behind this etheric light like an image of a saint or martyr. It must be my guardian angel, coming to rescue me from this hellish world between worlds – a nightmare from which I could not wake up.
My hopes were dashed in an instant as the angel stomped into my room and revealed herself to be a stocky, older woman with a sour face and thick, orthopedic shoes. She looked around with beady, mole-like eyes and then satisfied, waddled out of the room. A heavy door slammed behind her.
REVIEWS & ENDORSEMENTS
“The Factory of Maladies is a gripping, highly emotional and raw account of a week on a San Francisco, California psychiatric ward. Dark humor, descriptive narrative and dialogue immediately immerse the reader into the world of an underfunded hospital and the protagonist’s struggle to be released.”
“In this beautifully written memoir, Debbie Hartung provides a window into the emotions and actions of her conscious and subconscious mind while being held against her will at a psychiatric hospital. Her forthright account of the one week stay serves as a powerful metaphor for society and the universal challenges we all face in our own lives. Debbie takes us through the tumultuous ride of emotions she experienced from confusion, haze, and fear, to trust, awareness, and clarity; all the while, exploring the effects of relatable issues such as toxic relationships, manipulation, mental health, and the quest for love, joy, and balance. Reading this heartfelt book will bring you even closer to your own self-awareness and spiritual journey.”
“‘What is mental illness?’ Well, you won’t find the answer in Debbie Hartung’s gripping The Factory of Maladies. Instead, what you’ll encounter is a harrowing, firsthand account of the experience of being institutionalized. The author can’t answer the question, ‘Why does society lock up its disturbed and suffering souls?’ But she can beautifully and clearly describe what seven days in a psych ward felt like to her. Don’t miss her observations and revelations! Highly recommended.”
“Author Debbie Hartung opens windows of understanding with her fascinating, highly articulate memoir, The Factory of Maladies. Her gifts as an artist, as well as her knowledge gained in her studies in neuropsychology, enhance the flow of sharing her experience during a week-long hospitalization in a psychiatric ward following a failed suicide attempt. Describing the lost-in-fog sensation during her ‘incarceration’ produces a response from the reader of ‘thank goodness she now remembers the hospitalization to write this memoir!’
Few authors have been able to create the visual and auditory reality of the perceptions and experiences of mentally challenged patients with the skill Hartung possesses. An example, ‘After an interminable wait for morning, doors began to quickly open and slam; I heard the distinct sound of the mentally ill shuffling down the hallway, no destination in mind, just wandering aimlessly in green slipper socks. Each day bled into the next without any distinction or differentiation – complete and utter timelessness.’ Her incredibly sensitive imagery of other patients, nurses, and environment, electing to forego quotation marks for hyphens to blend comments with perceptions, makes the sensory input more dramatic resulting in successfully attempting to describe a challenged mind.
The impact of an attempted suicide on her family (her father and mother and maternal aunt Aurelia – a New Age cult member involved intricately in the author’s mental deterioration), friends, and her beloved Krishna, away on a trip to India during this period, elicits compassion and heightened comprehension of the mind journeys of the mentally ill. The varied attitudes of the staff of the psych ward as well as the fascinating Occupational Therapy sessions that allow insights as to approaching self-concept, self-esteem, and other modes of positive focus couple with the responses of Hartung’s fellow patients in producing heightened appreciation of today’s psych ward habitats. “Although our symptoms manifested in different ways, we suffered from the same illness invisible to the naked eye: unbalanced brain chemistry. Furthermore, we were being held in a psychiatric unit against our free will and receiving the bare minimum of care without therapy or proper medical intervention.”
In addition to being an engrossing memoir experience, this book is successful on many levels and introduces an author of significance. Very highly recommended!”
“Debbie builds the mystery at the memoir’s core. She weaves these scenes into accounts of harrowing details of her day-to-day life, and readers may be shocked by some of the unexpected events on the ward that she recounts. An engaging ‘firsthand account that mixes intrigue with a promise of hope in the midst of despair.’”
“Debbie Hartung’s, The Factory of Maladies: Seven Days on a San Francisco Psych Ward, is a striking and unforgettable memoir that lingers long after the final page. The raw emotion and vivid storytelling draw you in from the moment you begin reading, making it impossible to put down. The characters Hartung brings to life are not just people in crisis; they are profound reflections of ourselves, exposing the inner workings of our thoughts and beliefs.
This memoir is a vital exploration of the complexities surrounding mental illness and emotional distress. Hartung thoughtfully delves into the difficult yet essential topic of suicidal thoughts and how society often responds to those in need. Through her compassionate lens, she reveals the deep humanity within these experiences, challenging readers to confront their own biases and preconceptions.
Poignant, powerful, and necessary, The Factory of Maladies is a must-read for anyone seeking a deeper understanding of mental health. Hartung’s bravery in telling such a profoundly human story offers us all an opportunity for reflection and empathy.”
“Debbie Hartung’s memoir, The Factory of Maladies: Seven days on a San Francisco Psych Ward, takes us into a world where human frailty, strength, cruelty, kindness, indifference, empathy, suffering and survival collide. Hartung’s honest and vulnerable first-person narration draws the reader into a visceral, vicarious experience of mental illness and offers a much-needed dose of insight and understanding.”
““In her debut memoir, The Factory of Maladies, Debbie Hartung shares the reality of in-patient mental health treatment in the United States medical system. Her raw and real account explores complicated family dynamics and questionable spiritual leadership while dispelling myths about mental health care. Hartung shows us what this journey feels and looks like from inside. A must read for anyone who has ever wondered about the ‘locked ward’ as well as those of us who’ve been there who will nod along as we feel seen and heard.””
“The Factory of Maladies is a generous glimpse into the heart and mind
of the author’s chaotic, distressing week as a psychiatric inpatient. Hartung shares her anxieties, confusion and anger at the characters surrounding her, staff and fellow patients alike.
This book serves two crucial purposes. First, it offers the reader a feeling for persistent mental illness and humanizes anyone who’s struggling. But this read is also a call to arms for the psychiatric community, a mandate to cultivate a more humane environment for those who are suffering, and to recognize the individuality and humanity of each patient, regardless of presentation.”